the conference

Oh I know another of those dreams that just seem so real bounces around in my cranium all day check in I still hear myself talking about him with you and gossiping about you with them I actually got to meet him while he looked nothing like I expected you appeared almost exactly as I imagined she was a bit older while he was much younger and I confess I cannot tell you everything some is much too personal to reveal hmmm elevator up down up down ding listen clap learn revere laugh eat spend up early down late it blew my mind apart and put it back together and blew it apart again you said I knew what you meant brilliant check out as days weeks months pass memories of you and he and she will intertwine mesh meld blur whatever the case it was blissful exhausting dizzying exhilarating and while it feels like it really could have happened I’m now convinced it was all just a dream.

21-July 2003